mother
I am sorry
mother,
I forgot
and in my forgetting
I hurt you, poisoned you
I turned away while they raped you
mother
I am Sorry.
mother, I forgot
abandoned you
I ignored the abuse, I perpetrated the abuse
the story that you had to be tamed
I absorbed and I listened
the story that you had to be controlled
mother I am sorry
I stand I stand here now
and I remember
Though I cast my head in shame
I lift my gaze and rise
arise for our mother calls
neglect no more reclaim that which we lost
reclaim that which we turned away from freely engaged in our forgetting
I remember
I know now,
I am the stream I am the bird, the grass and vine, I am the branch the mycillium
I am the rot and newborn fern
dust stars and rivers
I am part of you
I belong to you
I am you
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